because life isn’t always hunky-dory

Gratitude seeking graciously leads to gratitude living. Counting the gifts becomes such a joyful habit that once begun, you never want to stop.

But then there are days when the counting is not merely a joyful discipline. It becomes a lifeline.

A loved one, of the dearest sort, facing a potentially serious health issue. A slippery road provides the means of a most graceful slip right into a ditch. Two hours and a tow truck charge later, you’re finally pulled out. The bathtub that you had resurfaced instead of replaced to save money begins to peel.  The pan still sitting on the stove after two weeks because the part to hold up a fallen shelf on which it is supposed to sit has yet to be replaced.

We wear the yoke of Christ, and while it is an easy yoke, we still plow a cursed field. – Albert N. Martin, Grieving, Hope and Solace

I breathe deep. This is Monday. Gratitude day. I must remember to count, to find the gifts in the midst of these: the trials and nuisances of life. Because counting isn’t the response to moment by moment hunky-dory living. It is the pressing of a heart desperately seeking grace in all the hard places.

It’s for days like this that I count. I inhale the peace of God as I exhale words of thanks.  The problems don’t magically disappear, but brought into a right perspective, the burden lightens. If I must plow a cursed field, the yoke of Christ is gracious indeed.

In that moment of breathing thanks, as I seek to see the blessing, God gives me two special gifts. I smile as I add them to count. #1264 – 1276

  • a beautiful sunrise, a gift that never gets old 

  • a poignant reminder just when I needed it

  • a friend on my mind, beating me to the punch by reaching out to me before I reached out to her
  • peanut butter toast
  • reading Ann of Green Gables aloud with my daughter; such “scope for imagination” from Ann Shirley
  • a book to assist me in ministering to others that ends up knocking my own socks off with blessing and encouragement
  • vacuum cleaner fixed and purring rightly again
  • no injuries for me and only incidental damage to the car
  • a discount on the tow truck charge because we had to wait so long
  • a husband who would never get mad over such things
  • the best chicken noodle soup, much need comfort food
Loved one just admitted to the hospital. I keep breathing in peace and exhaling thanksgiving. And God’s gives me another gift:
  • a blue hour sunset

In hope,
Shelli

This post is linked with the Gratitude Community at Holy Experience
as I share my list of One Thousand Gifts.

what to do when one thousand isn’t enough

The longer I count the gifts, the more I realize that I am just barely scratching the surface of gratitude that is owed to God. As He is infinite, so too are His blessings.

One thousand was once a number that intimidated me. Now I know it’s not nearly enough; it’s just the beginning. So how high could I count if I just kept going and going? What fun it would be to see. Could I ever reach ten thousand!?

A friend blessed me this week with the gift of a song to inspire me to try – Matt Redman’s 10,000 Reasons.

You’re rich in love and you’re slow to anger
Your name is great and your heart is kind
For all your goodness I will keep on singing
10,000 reasons for my heart to find

Only God knows if the number of my days will allow such a lofty goal in this lifetime. But what joy it will be to continue the count in the next!

And on that day when my strength is failing
The end draws near and my time has come
Soon my soul will sing your praise un-ending
10,000 years and there forever more

Counting the gifts #1248 – 1263

  • my man coming home for lunch (two – make that three – days in a row!)
  • leftover Christmas cookies pulled out of the freezer
  • pup on his perch

  • books – oh my, why did it take me so long to list this? I love books!!
  • Reeder app; and Sandra Peoples for recommending it
  • chipmunk scampering about
  • vanilla milkshakes for an aching mouth
  • kids growing again (explains outgrowing their clothes last week ;) )
  • a song that inspires; a friend who thought of me
  • God’s ability and willingness to do exceedingly, abundantly, beyond all we could ask or even imagine (Ephesians 3:20)
  • surprisingly good outcome from a conversation I was dreading
  • freshly washed sheets
  • dreaming up summer vacation plans
  • a day ending better than it began

In hope,
Shelli

This post is linked with the Gratitude Community at Holy Experience
as I share my list of One Thousand Gifts.

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My daughter is just a day away from getting braces. And about two years away from a beautiful makeover. Even though it’s a long time, we know there is a beginning and an end. We don’t have the same luxury of a specified time when it comes to God’s spiritual makeover in us. The beginning of… read more »

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when the makeover takes time

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We’ve all seen a makeover or two. A young woman, perhaps, wearing ill-fitting clothes, no makeup, unkempt hair. She’s taken under the wing of a fashion guru, an expert hair stylist, and a makeup artist. And voila! In just a couple of hours she is transformed into an image of beauty, hardly recognizable for the… read more »

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